Will you tell them?
A guy died. This guy was not someone I liked very well, nor was he well liked by my friends. We didn’t know at the time, but looking back my mind was so warped and far from the true gospel than I have ever could have imagined. He just so happened to be a part of the church leadership so there was no getting away from him and every week we sat intently waiting for him to show us some type of love that God had for us; yet all we received was rules and how sinful we had been. As a 12 year old girl who was already lost trying to figure out if she was saved or not, nothing seemed to be enough. I truly think I gave my life to Christ 22 times within a year because I never wanted to be unsaved. It was a constant cycle of feeling like I could never measure up to what God wanted me to be and having this mindset without any direction was so depressing and hopeless feeling. But as complacent as I was then didn’t compare to how angry I was later for him making me feel like I wasn’t enough of a “wom...
